Originally published at * rumpledoodles.com/blog | twinkle.toes.v0.1. Please leave any comments there. I hate dreams (bad OR good), and this isn’t a secret to those who know me better than most.
Y’know, when I say I hate dreams.. I really mean, I. HATE. DREAMS.
Stupid nightmares have plagued me for the past two nights. Last night I dreamt of witches and ghosts. 
Staying at home for the past two days is slowly driving me crazy, I swear. I hate being home these days.
Aside from being nagged at, I begin to worry about shit like money, education and the general future. Everyday I struggle to trust God with my future in the long run, that things with life would work out.
Not knowing entirely what I want, and being so unsure of where things will head in the next 3 months.. then 6, then 3 years.. and then after that 3 years.. It’s driving me a leeeeeetle insane.
It’s sad, but some days I don’t know if I feel secure with this. I suppose it’s a risk I chose to take, & I guess… if God has intended this for me, it’ll work out even if the world constantly tells me that it won’t.
Ok, shuddup Jolene. Quit whining already.
I’m off to take a long shower, and hope that it helps.
On a more positive note, at least I know that God’s peace transcends all boundaries, including stupid nightmares about witches and ghosts.
You are the reason I sing this song to You.
I WANT A HUGGGGGGG.
Actually, no. I WANT MANY MANY MANY BEAR HUGS!!!!!!!!! 
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Completely unrelated, but the new sitcom on Ch 5 Sayang Sayang is actually better than I expected. Tan Kheng Hua doesn’t come off as jarring as she can be sometimes and is pretty good! Her accent amuses me. Doesn’t help that sayang is one of my favourite words, and Peranakan food rocks. Heh heh. The father in the show is quite amusing too!
I don’t like Michelle Chong, though. In her other shows and even more so in this role.
I don’t know Peranakan food very well, though. Anyone care to teach me? I learn through experiential learning best. HAHAHA.
I already know that I don’t like buah keluak, however it’s spelt.
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The ongoing war right now between Xiaxue and Dawn Yang is amusing as hell. Or at least, XX’s side is; it actually makes for entertaining reading.
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OKAY OKAY I AM OFF TO SHOWER NOW. |