I kid you not!

closetsolace @ 2008-06-28T20:04:00

2008-06-28T12:08:24Z

im starting to like watching Run's house. his kids are fucking hilarious! hahaha

Reverend: "what is a midlife crisis? jojo says im having a midlife crisis! i cant be having a midlife crisis..now tell me what is a mid life crisis to you?"
son: "i dont know.. when an old man drives a lamborghini"

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. then the two sons "fight" it out after the Reverend was damn pek chek. lol

okay. this weekend is like a weekend of clubbing.
it's back to homeground.
Infected Mushroom tonight babes!!!

closetsolace @ 2008-06-20T03:45:00

2008-06-19T19:46:07Z

How could I turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let, hurt my feelings

But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay

closetsolace @ 2008-06-16T07:48:00

2008-06-15T23:49:24Z

God drops people around me every now and then to remind me...
that at the end of the day, _(fill in the blanks)_

Rainbow's coming

2008-06-15T18:45:43Z

Eventually, there's a rainbow after every storm.
My rainbow is coming.

So everything between me and him aint going where i wish it would be. But i aint gonna lose him as a friend. Friendship means more to me than anything. Moreover, i aint losing out on anything. I'm still getting the best deal out of it.

I'm thankful for having wonderful friends who's been listening to me whine and pour my shit out. The worst is over already.

No more sad Rachel. Noone's worth taking away my joy for life. There's too much more things installed for me to see and enjoy. To live like everything's going my way (which i like to deceive myself sometimes..but haha! cheap thrill can anot?)

(paragraph was taken out as i realised that most people who reads this shit are all happily attached)

Life's worth more than that. and im loving every single bit about it.

because

2008-06-14T21:13:41Z

youre all i want now.
its hard to say why. but it is what it is.

too bad for me.

closetsolace @ 2008-06-13T07:46:00

2008-06-12T23:47:10Z

When you come back, i wont be here.. not anyway.

Please prove me wrong

2008-06-11T11:30:14Z

seeing things like this makes me...
sigh.

everything else suddenly pales in comparison.

Because love is, what love is.

2008-06-10T20:14:56Z

You need a heart first before you can learn to love.
Heart, come back.

closetsolace @ 2008-06-10T00:23:00

2008-06-09T16:28:04Z

The lone ranger walks alone, with nobody but it's shadow.
No one's around. No one at all.
People come and go. But the lone ranger roams by herself.
The path is long, the journey is weary.
He said, "Cast your cares unto Him, for He cares for you"
Perhaps, its about time.

One day, someday, we'll meet again.
Hallo and goodbye, Stranger.

closetsolace @ 2008-06-09T14:40:00

2008-06-09T06:55:58Z

so smart. i couldnt be any smarter.
i threw the supp card away by accident.

shit.

if

2008-06-07T06:29:39Z

If you'd say jump i'd say how high
if you'd say run, i'd run and fly
just for the chance
just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once Ill tell you twice
Ill ignore the worlds advice
If we could be together
For a while

"The next few days i will be MIA.. you dont sad okay?"

2008-06-06T20:46:34Z

over and over and over and over again.

like a broken tape recorder. again and again and again and again.
sometimes i do hope that my sixth sense will play me out. but sometimes i hope its as accurate as possible so i wont keep guessing.

a women's intuition. zhun or buay zhun?

do whatever you have to do..i might still be here after it all. right here waiting.

Come enjoy the life Baby take a ride
I just wanna find you (you) you (Remix)

So let me flip the script you
Lookin for the real
Baby here I is With the re-mix (I just wanna be with you)

Now listen i been single for a while now
And I been kinda lonely
Looking for someone to talk to
Love me, someone who can hold me Is that you?
I'm looking for somebody I can call boo
Looking for the only one that I can give my all to
Tell me if thats you, you, you What you wanna do, do, do Kells...

You don't need to call nobody else babe
Its Kells to the rescue
When you need to be touched,
I'll bless you Kiss you, Tease You
Im your slave anything for you
No question, no doubt I'm that thug you want in your bedroom
Promise to put it down

Got cash, got cars, got clothes
So lonely when I roll
That's why I did this C and K collabo
I'm about take it to the old skool

Girl my body's callin you
Ain't nothin on this planet rob won't do for you
I'ma pick you up in my Phantom Babe
Hit the club and go jukin babe
Drink a lil somethin, sing a lil somethin'

And roll out babe
Let's get up on a room
Gonna make you sceam like Michael Jackson
Eeh Eeh See let's make that move

The mood is so right (Soooo ooh hea)
It feels so right
You can be my prince, (Prince) my knight
You can be my Superman
Save me here I am (Girl I'm for real)

Baby, there's nothing I won't do (Nothin' I won't do) (Remix, remix, remix)
To spend my life with you (Spend my life with you) (Remix, remix, remix)
I'll give my all to you (I'll give my all to you) (Remix, remix, remix)
I promise that I will never lie to you girl

Pow Pow bout to shoot 'em down, down
With this remix, C and Kells so wicked
So go and get your tickets
I'm hit it like was your birthday In my room we toastin sex

As if we about to celebrate
See will it be you, you, you?
What you wanna do do do?
Make your move

Call me momma
Spoil ya like a ba-by
You got me thinkin' about ya, dreaming 'bout ya
Crazy! What you wanna do do do? It's just me and you, you, you What ya doin?

In tha back of the club gettin my drink on
Plus I'm high
Oil in my cup, cuz I'm in my pimpin zone
Out the Chi You know that boy be big ballin around the world mane
You know that boy be in the club almost about to hurl mane

Even though I'm Kells, and I got all of these chics chasin' me
See I only want you though, life is perfect for me
So when you askin' those questions like:
What you wanna do, do ?

Hit it hard from the back
You so crazy
Sing the song for me baby

Theres nothin' I won't do (There's nothin' I won't do baby) (Nothin' I won't do babe)
To spend my life wit you (To spend my life with you) (Spend my life with you babe)
I'll give my all to you
I will give my all to you.. my baby boo my love is true Oh

Pow Pow bout to shoot em down, down
With this remix, C and Kells so wicked
Go and get your tickets
Wait a minute I'm about to fade up this remix
Wait a minute, wait a minute
I'm 'bout to tease you with this remix
Wait a minute, wait a minute
I'm 'bout to fade up this remix
Wait a minute, wait a minute
See can I have some fun, I really wanna have some fun (ooohhh)

Theres nothin I won't do (There's nothin' I won't do baby)
To spend my life wit you (Just to spend my life with you)
I'll give my all to you... I'll give my all to you baby boo
Promise that I will never lie to you boy

closetsolace @ 2008-06-05T09:01:00

2008-06-05T01:02:13Z

hair today, gone tomorrow.
=(

Sex and the city and more..

2008-06-03T17:09:06Z

Good morning, on July 7

     Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us -
     I can live only wholly with you or not at all -
     Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits -
     Yes, unhappily it must be so -
     You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never -
     Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.
     And yet my life in V is now a wretched life -
     Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men -
     At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection?
     My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once -
     Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together -
     Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
     Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
     ever thine
     ever mine
     ever ours

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

2008-06-02T14:03:46Z

The weekends just go past real quick.
Hougang. Macpherson(?). Serangoon North. Serangoon Gardens. Chomps. My place. Geylang. Hougang.
Hougang. Kallang. Kallang Leisure place. Bugis.

If everyday starts with hougang and ends with hougang, even if its a 15mins drive, 16 traffic lights away, i wouldnt mind.

werd fo werd.

2008-06-01T02:50:46Z

如果能让我重新再来一次
我希望我不会出现在您生命里

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

closetsolace @ 2008-05-30T18:53:00

2008-05-30T10:54:08Z

If I am lost for a day
try to find me
but if I don't come back then I won't look behind me
and all of the things that I thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day

closetsolace @ 2008-05-30T01:59:00

2008-05-29T18:06:12Z

But my love for you is blind.

closetsolace @ 2008-05-28T00:48:00

2008-05-27T16:51:40Z

ive to learn to hold back.
even if its just words. even if its just text.

i have to learn to hold back everything.
i have to learn when enough, is enough.

closetsolace @ 2008-05-27T01:24:00

2008-05-26T17:27:01Z

i havent pamper myself in a long long time. pay normally goes to food or drinks. or stuff that i wont see or touch in 2 weeks. how can like that? maybe i should? but of cos..with the help of DDyeo.

did i mention he is out of town?

teehee.
the merc. is. mine.

well, at least till his back. the meantime...supp card.. here i swipe!

closetsolace @ 2008-05-26T17:04:00

2008-05-26T09:07:30Z

Boredom at work means i can do silly things like create this hermes bag out of PAPER.
hur.
okay. Speak of the D*ELLvil, work is here.

closetsolace @ 2008-05-24T18:03:00

2008-05-24T10:08:24Z

sometimes we do the things that would make us happy but only for that moment. Only to have our hearts and spirits broken the next. That's how we human function. Never were we really satisfied with what we already have. We always want something more. More to make us more happy. Gian perng. Greedy. Kiasu.

When ever can we justify what we have is enough?when is enough, enough?

One day, we'll learn. I is learn by the hard way. Always the hard..never the highway.

Another one bites the dust.

closetsolace @ 2008-05-23T23:31:00

2008-05-23T15:32:06Z

i am starting to disgust myself.

closetsolace @ 2008-05-23T09:26:00

2008-05-23T01:43:56Z

so cant wait for this to be out!

closetsolace @ 2008-05-20T13:31:00

2008-05-20T05:31:39Z